"But if I had made it you would have been glad."
"Perhaps--I don't know. I'm rather afraid of a hundred thousand dollars," she began to smile a little through her tears, "but now I feel ten years younger. Is that what 'stop loss' means--you don't actually lose anything?"
"Nothing more than I have sent him in this case."
"And you didn't send him my money--not that it's much."
"Good God, Mary, no!"
"Peter," she began gently, "you weren't happy all the time--I could tell that. You were trying to do something you weren't made for--I could see that too. You are very strong--but it isn't that kind of strength. People like us can't do that kind of thing--we feel too much. We haven't got much, but it represents a lot and our lives are in it, and this hundred thousand dollars wouldn't have been that kind of money, would it?"
"No, I suppose not." Manson felt the tumult in his breast subsiding.
"I know you did it for me and the children, but we don't want you to speculate for us. We just want you--as we used to have you. We have enough of everything else, and we'll all be very happy again. Oh, my dear, big, faithful husband." She slipped into his arms and put her head on his great shoulder.
And Manson, holding her to him, felt new springs of emotion unseal themselves within him. The past few years had not been happy ones. As his profits grew, he was conscious of the spectre of anxiety at his elbow. It had been a simple thing to make a thousand and then ten and then twenty, till, as he marched ever faster toward the siren call, he perceived that he was no longer in his own country, but one in which the landmarks were all changed. Now, with the throb of his wife's heart against his own, he acknowledged defeat, but perhaps it was defeat of that which was not himself.
Presently the little woman stirred, brushed the tears from her cheeks, and, smiling, kissed him tenderly.
"I'm happier than I've been for years. Did you ever guess that people here thought you were a rich man?"
"No."
"Well, they did, at least some of them, Mrs. Dibbott for one."
"Then you can put Mrs. Dibbott right."
"Will what has happened at the works make much difference here?"
"Probably a good deal. I'm looking for trouble."
"Up at Ironville?" she said anxiously.
"But I'm good for it." He stretched his great arms, feeling strangely free and fit for his duty.
"What about Mr. Clark?"
At this Manson grew suddenly thoughtful. Caught up in his own anxiety, he had never considered Clark. The figure of the latter began to take on strange proportions. What, he wondered, had Clark lost? Within twenty hours of the time he maintained his unaltered belief, the bottom had dropped out. Or, he queried, had Clark merely said this to prevent him from throwing his stock on the market? He pondered over this, and decided that five thousand shares were negligible amongst millions. Then he felt his wife's inquiring glance.
"I'm sorry for Clark, but I guess he's wise enough to take care of himself."
"I hope so. I've only spoken to him once, but I like him."
She disappeared presently, leaving him busy with special instructions to the police--in case of disturbance. She did not worry about that, being chiefly conscious that a load was gone from her spirit. Singing softly to herself, she went out with gladness in her eyes, and halfway to Filmer's store encountered Mrs. Bowers. The latter looked pale and tired. Bowers, for the past twenty-four hours, had been a much tried man--and his wife reflected it.
"Good evening," said the latter, "you look very fresh. How do you manage it?"
Mrs. Manson, suddenly recalled to earth, smiled gently. "I'm rather happy to-day. I hope Mr. Bowers is not very anxious."
"It's no use saying he isn't, but he doesn't talk about it. How's your husband?"
"Splendid."
"Well, you're the only untroubled pair I've heard of to-day. My husband's in a frightful temper because he didn't sell our land six months ago. He says we'll never sell it now, but I'm just as glad. Is the whole thing going to break up?" Mrs. Bowers swung her parasol toward the rapids.
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