For a little while, then, the shuttle was in Dick's own hand. He went up to David's room, and with his hand on the letter in his pocket, carried on behind his casual talk the debate that was so vital. But David had a headache and a slightly faster pulse, and that portion of the pattern was never woven.
The association between anxiety and David's illness had always been apparent in Dick's mind, but now he began to surmise a concrete shock, a person, a telegram, or a telephone call. And after dinner that night he went back to the kitchen.
“Minnie,” he inquired, “do you remember the afternoon Doctor David was taken sick?”
“I'll never forget it.”
“Did he receive a telegram that day?”
“Not that I know of. He often answers the bell himself.”
“Do you know whether he had a visitor, just before you heard him fall?”
“He had a patient, yes. A man.”
“Who was it?”
“I don't know. He was a stranger to me.”
“Do you remember what he looked like?”
Minnie reflected.
“He was a smallish man, maybe thirty-five or so,” she said. “I think he had gaiters over his shoes, or maybe light tops. He was a nice appearing person.”
“How soon after that did you hear Doctor David fall?”
“Right away. First the door slammed, and then he dropped.”
Poor old David! Dick had not the slightest doubt now that David had received some unfortunate news, and that up there in his bedroom ever since, alone and helpless, he had been struggling with some secret dread he could not share with any one. Not even with Lucy, probably.
Nevertheless, Dick made a try with Lucy that evening.
“Aunt Lucy,” he said, “do you know of anything that could have caused David's collapse?”
“What sort of thing?” she asked guardedly.
“A letter, we'll say, or a visitor?”
When he saw that she was only puzzled and thinking back, he knew she could not help him.
“Never mind,” he said. “I was feeling about for some cause. That's all.”
He was satisfied that Lucy knew no more than he did of David's visitor, and that David had kept his own counsel ever since. But the sense of impending disaster that had come with the letter did not leave him. He went through his evening office hours almost mechanically, with a part of his mind busy on the puzzle. How did it affect the course of action he had marked out? Wasn't it even more necessary than ever now to go to Walter Wheeler and tell him how things stood? He hated mystery. He liked to walk in the middle of the road in the sunlight. But even stronger than that was a growing feeling that he needed a sane and normal judgment on his situation; a fresh viewpoint and some unprejudiced advice.
He visited David before he left, and he was very gentle with him. In view of this new development he saw David from a different angle, facing and dreading something imminent, and it came to him with a shock that he might have to clear things up to save David. The burden, whatever it was, was breaking him.
He had telephoned, and Mr. Wheeler was waiting for him. Walter Wheeler thought he knew what was coming, and he had well in mind what he was going to say. He had thought it over, pacing the floor alone, with the dog at his heels. He would say:
“I like and respect you, Livingstone. If you're worrying about what these damned gossips say, let's call it a day and forget it. I know a man when I see one, and if it's all right with Elizabeth it's all right with me.”
Things, however, did not turn out just that way. Dick came in, grave and clearly preoccupied, and the first thing he said was:
“I have a story to tell you, Mr. Wheeler. After you've heard it, and given me your opinion on it, I'll come to a matter that--well, that I can't talk about now.”
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